U.R.Dead

When you close your eyes and see just fragments of your past When you start to speak to yourself, when you start to lie When your brain, when your hands don't need to be occupied When trees and hills all of a sudden start to talk to you When you start to see time When you look to the ground When you like solitude When you feel shades around... U.R.DEAD When your night seems too long to you and your day too short When your fancy stops wondering about the sense of life When your sleep is disturbed by no schizophrenic dreams When the river everyday is calling you to come When you start to see time When you look to the ground When you like solitude When you feel shades around... U.R.DEAD When eyes of yours are not afraid of dark any more When you begin every evening to hail setting sun When flying buzzard does not evoke envy in you When you start to doubt the existence of evil When you start to see time When you look to the ground When you like solitude When you feel shades around... U.R.DEAD

Vertigo

Flames burn, sneak to my eyes I stand on the brim of a crater and cry My eyes drip to lava, what life says is lie I look down at hot streams Suddenly my head swims I don't feel my body, I don't feel my mind To fly away and forget all these lies I long to fly away with you, just let me close my eyes I long to be, long to flee, with you I long to fly From this world I long to fade away, from this world I long to die Like a shade, lame, I climb the slope I bleed, flow, wade through stones My eyes drip to lava, what life says is lie I look down at hot streams Suddenly my head swims I don't feel my body, I don't feel my mind To fly away and forget all these lies I long to fly away with you, just let me close my eyes I long to be, long to flee, with you I long to fly From this world long to fade away, from this world long to die In my sense, in my core, in my voice, in my roar Something's whirling, extinguished fire spouts choking smoke My soul's burning in fire, I am fading like snow In my blood, in my ego I can feel vertigo Something's whirling, extinguished fire spouts choking smoke My soul's burning in fire, I am fading like snow In my hand snow burns I break through ice and defy the glare My eyes drip to lava, what life says is lie I look down at hot streams Suddenly my head swims I don't feel my body, I don't feel my mind Myth Insania I., Book II, Psalm III, Verse 39-70

Winter Warning

Raven's black wings screen the sky from my eyes Through an evil scenery I fall to insane visions These meddle with an imaginative reality This way in our country winter starts Trees raise their dry arm-bones to beseech the sky Under their dead leaves earth stops to breathe In the distance now I often hear the winter warning This way in our country winter starts M.I., B. II, Ps. I, 1-8

Sonic Mess

We just wanna play aloud under ancient trees We just wanna play aloud among mounting hills We just wanna play aloud in the very nature's heart We just wanna play aloud and birds will stop singing And our words to the Moon will fly. We just wanna sing to stars at the open sea We just wanna sing to stars and rouse them from their sleep We just wanna sing to stars under open sky We just wanna sing to stars and stars will take us Into a different world and different time. We just wanna roam at night and speak with the passed away We just wanna roam at night and hear what spirits say We just wanna roam at night and look for light in dark We just wanna roam at night and through the insane forest Over springs and roots we'll escape far. We just wanna shout our names and cut them into stone We just wanna shout our names before we die alone We just wanna shout our names from this funny heap of ground We just wanna shout our names and that's why We'll make sonic mess till our souls fly to the other star. M.I., B. II, Ps. IX, 195-210

Under Ground

Bunch of flowers fade falling into a grave Losing light, losing weight, they go to meet their fate Inside lying me, just half I perceive Losing light, losing weight, now endlessly free Something happens up and down My fantasy works at full speed under ground Earth's shielding my body like black snow My thoughts miss any rational basis, my organs glow Inside lying me, just half I perceive Losing light, losing weight, now endlessly free With a raging face God lies the next place I hear him turn in his grave like all other days Something happens up and down My fantasy works at full speed under ground Earth's shielding my body like black snow My thoughts miss any rational basis, my organs glow Sign of New Dark leaves you far from the mark Where I see you run through the solitary land Night falls down Deep cold waters flow Under earth on which you're dying slow Where I see you lie on the solitary ground Waiting,... good bye. Bunch of flowers fade falling into a grave Losing light, losing weight, going to their fate My elder sister goes to burn my things and clothes Fire flares against the Moon Feel my time coming slow Something happens up and down My fantasy works at full speed under ground Earth's shielding my body like black snow My thoughts miss any rational basis, my organs glow M.I., B. II, Ps. V, 92-122

Damn Us With Love

Damn! Damn! Damn! Please damn us with love! You can scream at us You can disagree You can denigrate You can spit at me You can hate our noise You can damn my voice But we would like to ask you in this song If you could damn us with love! M.I., B. III, Ps. V, 111-119

Snigger

We shall snigger at things we once feared to figure snigger at things we were afraid to figure snigger at... things We shall figure up days we were too down to snigger digging out pains we felt too sharp to snigger figure up... pains As a little child I used to look forward to time I was ill at home drinking hot tea with lemon In bed read one adventure book after another Then quite tired of fever I often used to fall asleep And my slightly diseased brain for me created many Fantastical stories in which I was the hero I travelled five weeks in balloon... ... flew five weeks in balloon... And basket swinging like ship, I'm searching in old maps In the 1666 feet height And among creaking ropes Baron Munchausen Tells one more tale about Moon every night And as I wake up the next morning fever's gone My healed mind begins to figure up my time... M.I., B. III. Ps. IV, 91-110

Then We Say: Die

When you say you fear of losing and licking When you say it’s reason why you don’t want to defy Then we say: OK, there is no place for you on this playground We say you do not deserve to play with us this game When you fear, when you say you fear, then we say: die When you’re afraid of being ridiculed by morons When you say that there is always enough time to wait Then we say what the hell you think you’ll be waiting for? We say: wake up, stupid, you’ll be waiting for your death When you fear, when you say you fear, then we say: die When you’d like to obey stars, but failure’s what you fear When you say you want to live, you must protect your life Then we say: poor guy, you don’t have to be afraid Your life to which you cling so much is worth a pile of shit When you fear, when you say you fear, then we say: die

Black Magick is Fucking Good

It was that night when Computer told me: "Ha! Ha! Ha! Fuck you! You are a part of my virtual reality." And my patience ceased being infinite, despite that the infinite took me to Cybermagic. Joe was my elder and did time for a virtu-ritual murder, despite that he was several years ahead of me in the study of black cybermagic. And that time Joe says: "Comet is at the zenith, this night we both will be an aeon closer to Light." Prognosticon shined on the monitor like the Moon, Joe instructed me and I gave the command "Activate Dark." That Dark was the essence of Evil and Evil was the negation of Love and me and Joe have been trapped by Cyberoccultism. A vantina ninavantifitio a stresuescu frequentione A vantina ninavantiossimo a computrescu distantione A tinniedinnieabynnieazinniearynnie monitorum ecu brescu The epitaph on my tombstone will say: Black magic is fucking good! A shiver went down my spine when Joe sang those word That formula radiated such a strong power that I did not expect And Joe counted apocalyptic numbers by candle-light And I wanted to go on down the left-hand path. And the infinite was like an infinite "trip" for us And Evil stopped being Evil, but was just a children’s game And stars played that game with us instead of being afraid of us And Cyberoccultism was our purgatory. A vantina ... The epitaph on my tombstone will say: Black magic is fucking good!

To B. at C.

One blue night before I woke From cliff we were watching the sea All of a sudden windstorm came And we ran down to welcome waves One blue night we saw a light Far off on the raging water Calling us with sea-gull's voice That challenge was too strong And despite heavy rain despite rising wind the only wish we feel... ...now we want to be at sea One blue night when sea was mad We were casting boat off pier Water's roar was rather sad And therefore we were not afraid One blue night we on the beach Parted with an extinct lighthouse Expected new adventures And then followed the light And despite heavy rain despite rising wind the only wish we feel... ...now we want to be at sea And suddenly there is sun and pale blue sky Over our heads singing birds And when we look around we can see water full of manycoloured trip boats In them having great fun people of loose manners waving gay at us And little waves are playing with the sunbeams Lapping against sides of the boats Fishes peeping out from water Splashing us cheerfully with their tails And singing rude sailor songs along with all There is slowly coming tea-time Oxford A.L. Dictionary says: "idyll" is a) prose, poetry describing a happy peaceful scene b) simple pleasant scene or event One blue night I had a dream... M.I., B. III, Ps. III, 39-90

Pray On My Side

Pray! As you think of winter dreams cancelled by Sun Pray! As you feel the orgasm of summer storms Pray on my side! Stay on my side! And set free fire-flies - the astronauts of summer nights! And if you shut your mouth, you will hear me praying up to you And if you close your eyes, you will see the never seen And if you tell me truth, in my dreams you’ll learn the real truth Then one Midsummer’s Eve I will ask you to kill me. Pray! To be born again in the same place and same time Pray! As you read by black candle-light my last will Pray on my side! Stay on my side! And set free fire-flies - the astronauts of summer nights!

Believe Us

Believe us stars often tell lies in a dream Believe us stars often tell lies in a dream I guard a sentry fire on a rock At night I guard a fire on a rock Believe us southern wishes deceive the course Believe us southern wishes deceive the course I hear ringing bells behind your shadow I hear ringing bells behind your shadow Believe us our lighthouse shines out of the Circle Believe us our lighthouse shines out of the Circle I hear what your ears cannot hear I see what your eyes cannot see Believe us we live in an astral dream Believe us we live in an astral dream I feel your soul as its Part I feel your soul as its Part M.I., B. III, Ps. I, 1-16

Don't Promise Rain

We are bunch of wandering parched souls Through the Desert of No Hope we roam Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! We travel through large deserted land On sky sometimes set eyes full of sand Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! God, your false promises cause us pain When there is no hope, don't promise rain Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! M.I., B. III, Ps. VI, 120-131

This Time

This time we'll be more cheerful Happier than we were This time we'll disobey calling of winter warning and this time we will not scare This time we'll take things easy This time we will not frown This time we'll try to ignore things that cast me down These times you can hear our music shout That you don't need to think of cloudy sky This time we betray Gandalf And tears in a prophet's dream This time we'll watch the sun-set without gloomy melancholy this time we'll not scream This time we'll sound more simple Not to depress your minds This time you'll reach a jolly mood except some petty psalms And these times you can hear our music shout That you don't need to think of cloudy sky Kill, kill, kill the gloom, kill the gloom which is your doom Kill, kill, kill the gloom, kill it ...when looms M.I., B. III, Ps. II, 17-38

Growing Pressure

Hey, my dear daughters and sons, Let me talk to you before you go. Hey, you there, could you be silent five minutes, I want to tell you something, so... I would like to tell you I am happy Seeing all you married healthy Growing older around me. Wish you my daughters and sons Satisfied living in your undisturbed Domestic circles' safety. Growing pressure creatures feel And valleys full of fear And wind blows away ashes of trees Growing pressure creatures feel And valleys full of fear And your fire is extinguished now. Please, excuse your father, My schizophrenia is in an advanced state, But that's OK, trust me that I love you And your spouses in spite of my hate. How I hate you that you refused What I call adolescent life, trust me, I feel sorry for your choice. What the hell am I kidding here The fact is I feel so sorry For all your lives, my dead girls and boys. Growing pressure creatures feel...

Blue Silent Spell

Starlight watches your way Leading across roots that toll the bell Midsummer's night air you feel in your face Trees are under a blue silent spell Running far through the night countryside Know that stars are the eyes of night Flying far through the night countryside Night can see you by her silver eyes Starlight watches your way Displaying to you blinking magic signs Night is the best lover I know, I'd say Always telling you mystical lies Running far through the night countryside... Starlight watches your way Leading across roots that toll the bell Midsummer's night air you feel in your face Trees are under a blue silent spell, blue silent spell, ...