Believe Us

Believe us stars often tell lies in a dream Believe us stars often tell lies in a dream I guard a sentry fire on a rock At night I guard a fire on a rock Believe us southern wishes deceive the course Believe us southern wishes deceive the course I hear ringing bells behind your shadow I hear ringing bells behind your shadow Believe us our lighthouse shines out of the Circle Believe us our lighthouse shines out of the Circle I hear what your ears cannot hear I see what your eyes cannot see Believe us we live in an astral dream Believe us we live in an astral dream I feel your soul as its Part I feel your soul as its Part Myth Insania, Book III, Psalm I, verse 1-16

This Time

This time we'll be more cheerful Happier than we were This time we'll disobey calling of winter warning and this time we will not scare This time we'll take things easy This time we will not frown This time we'll try to ignore things that cast me down These times you can hear our music shout That you don't need to think of cloudy sky This time we betray Gandalf And tears in a prophet's dream This time we'll watch the sun-set without gloomy melancholy this time we'll not scream This time we'll sound more simple Not to depress your minds This time you'll reach a jolly mood except some petty psalms And these times you can hear our music shout That you don't need to think of cloudy sky Kill, kill, kill the gloom, kill the gloom which is your doom Kill, kill, kill the gloom, kill it ...when looms M.I., B. III, Ps. II, 17-38

To B. At C.

One blue night before I woke From cliff we were watching the sea All of a sudden windstorm came And we ran down to welcome waves One blue night we saw a light Far off on the raging water Calling us with sea-gull's voice That challenge was too strong And despite heavy rain despite rising wind the only wish we feel... ...now we want to be at sea One blue night when sea was mad We were casting boat off pier Water's roar was rather sad And therefore we were not afraid One blue night we on the beach Parted with an extinct lighthouse Expected new adventures And then followed the light And despite heavy rain despite rising wind the only wish we feel... ...now we want to be at sea And suddenly there is sun and pale blue sky Over our heads singing birds And when we look around we can see water full of manycoloured trip boats In them having great fun people of loose manners waving gay at us And little waves are playing with the sunbeams Lapping against sides of the boats Fishes peeping out from water Splashing us cheerfully with their tails And singing rude sailor songs along with all There is slowly coming tea-time Oxford A.L. Dictionary says: "idyll" is a) prose, poetry describing a happy peaceful scene b) simple pleasant scene or event One blue night I had a dream... M.I., B. III, Ps. III, 39-90

Snigger

We shall snigger at things we once feared to figure snigger at things we were afraid to figure snigger at... things We shall figure up days we were too down to snigger digging out pains we felt too sharp to snigger figure up... pains As a little child I used to look forward to time I was ill at home drinking hot tea with lemon In bed read one adventure book after another Then quite tired of fever I often used to fall asleep And my slightly diseased brain for me created many Fantastical stories in which I was the hero I travelled five weeks in balloon... ... flew five weeks in balloon... And basket swinging like ship, I'm searching in old maps In the 1666 feet height And among creaking ropes Baron Munchausen Tells one more tale about Moon every night And as I wake up the next morning fever's gone My healed mind begins to figure up my time... M.I., B. III. Ps. IV, 91-110

Damn Us With Love

Damn! Damn! Damn! Please damn us with love! You can scream at us You can disagree You can denigrate You can spit at me You can hate our noise You can damn my voice But we would like to ask you in this song If you could damn us with love! M.I., B. III, Ps. V, 111-119

Don't Promise Rain

We are bunch of wandering parched souls Through the Desert of No Hope we roam Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! We travel through large deserted land On sky sometimes set eyes full of sand Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! God, your false promises cause us pain When there is no hope, don't promise rain Don't promise rain! Don't promise rain! When there is no hope, beg you don't promise rain! M.I., B. III, Ps. VI, 120-131

Melancholic Beast

(I Am the Melancholic Beast And Excuse My Schizophrenia)

Listen, my dear daughters and sons Let me talk to you before you go... ...Hey, you there, could you do something with the mic? I mean the bloody feedback,... so I would like to tell you I am happy seeing all you married, healthy around me Wish you satisfied living in your undisturbed domestic circles' safety, I wish you... Growing pressure creature feels Valleys full of fear that kills And wind is blowing away ashes of burnt native trees I am speaking of Taedium Vitae - don't you nuts feel anything like this? ...Beg your pardon, among people I should hide my fits in a better way... ...Boy, bring me glass of water...for you all kids I have some more things to say: Pray God let no nightmare trouble your peace Let every day for you be feast ...But wait now, can you hear from the woods the weeping roar of the Melancholic Beast? Can you hear?... Growing pressure creature feels Valleys full of fear that kills And wind is blowing away ashes of burnt native trees I am speaking of Taedium Vitae - don't you nuts feel anything like this? ...Please, excuse your father, my schizophrenia is in an advanced state But it'll be O.K., trust me that I love you and your spouses...in spite of my hate How I hate you that you've refused what I call "adolescent life", feel sorry for your choice... ...What the hell am I kidding?... ...I feel so sorry, my dead girls and boys, so sorry... Growing pressure creature feels Valleys full of fear that kills And wind is blowing away ashes of burnt native trees I am speaking of Taedium Vitae - don't you nuts feel anything like this? M.I., B. III, Ps. VII, verse 132-170

Ummmad!

God said: "Who's mad shall gather behind the camp." And I swear there were just me and God himself You could see only God and me came there, God confinded to me he's insane We sampled devil's voice on God's PC, At that time I told God about my introvert schizophrenia Mad! Ummmad! I run out into dark Mad! Ummmad! My steps approach the town I kick cathedral's door open, I climb the stairs to choir And there from hights of Heaven my head's roaring: Ummmad! This night kills light you took for primal glare I am mad, not dead, search ways you'd never dare You see carriage running down forest road, See insane God on a driver's seat You see me in dark following its tracks, And in one-dimension space at lunatic speed my thoughts run forward Mad! Ummmad!... This night belongs to lunatics - we're dancing above trees And windy weather ruffles our hair with a gentle breeze Everything's in fire, my soul's happy, Black smoke's choking only ordinary people, I'm high enough to survive! M.I., B. III, Ps. VIII, 171-195

For A Full Moon

Forest will welcome me with the voice of an owl When day falls asleep at the speed of dark Who sleeps at the time of light among boughs Wakes up in the evening with a full moon [ Night comes when I wake, from me bad light night will shake Sheltering my mind, no people will find My hidden smiling soul rushing like an insane foal, Night, I am your child! ] It's me under you Your blood mixes together with mine And in the evening I am restored to life with a full moon It is me under you My soul merges in dark And proceeds in all black directions

Nuclear Messiah, Save Our Souls!

1) 30 000 BC I gave command to Computer And I was surprised at what appeared on the screen: "Ha, ha, ha! Fuck you've been part of my virtual reality - - see: slave that must do what I will." 2) 30 000 BC I gave command "magic mirror" And I was appalled at answer the monitor showed: "Ha, ha, ha! Fuck you puppet have no chance to change programme that has been involving your death'n'life." I call first time - Magic Moonlight! Nuclear Messiah, save our souls! 3) 30 000 BC on my way from lunar station I gave Computer command "activate Decalogue" "Ha, ha, ha!" appeared on the screen. "In the distance of light-years I see glare that activates me." I call second time - Mighty Moonlight! Nuclear Messiah, save our souls! A vantina ninavantifitio a stresuescu frequentione A vantina ninavantiossimo a computrescu distantione A tinnie, dinnie a bynnie a zinnie a rynnie monitorum ecu brescu And if you wanna die everything will be all right 4) 30 000 BC on the emergency wave-band Our tribal Wizard received my calling for help "Ha, ha, ha!" was the answer. "Your wizard is dying, get ready for Evening of the shooting stars." I call third time - Gracious Moonlight! Nuclear Messiah, save our souls! M.I., B. III, Ps. IX, 196-229

Dusk

Sun is setting down, gives way to the night On all peaks around, fires in no time will blaze up... Boys watch falling star, in hills shepherds die Old men around fire, sing an ancient chant... Leaves are falling down, chill comes from the ground From woods coming dark returns all to past... forever... M.I., B. III, Ps. XI, 254-259 Not located yet